Sooo...

Is it just me or is it super frustrating not knowing what the heck is going on with my life next year?! Arrggghhh! (I've always wanted to use that expression but never found it quite appropriate. I still don't think it fit in this situation because it ended up sounding like a pirate ... but if you didn't already realize, I'm irritated and trying to express my frustration.) I've also come to the sudden realization that I'm a little ADD with my life plans. I get distracted and bored with a current circumstance and find myself wanting to do completely ridiculous things. I mean I could do any of the things I dream up, but I have to ask myself if any of them are the logical thing to do. Most of them probably aren't good investments of my time or money, but it's so hard to stop dreaming things up. I shouldn't be surprised at this realization I guess. I've always known that I would rather look ahead than focus on the present, but I think with this big change coming up next year it could be the chance for a fresh start. I love fresh starts. New beginnings. They're fantastic! When you're in school, you get them every semester. In teaching, each new year is a new start. But I still find my mind wandering...I guess it's a good thing to dream but bad if you never take action upon any of those dreams. It's just hard to decide which are worthwhile...but maybe it's just me?